Because I had 2 1/2 glasses of white wine, I have no idea why? Well actually I do, I let my alcoholic brain tell me it was so beautiful out it was ok to sit on the porch and have a few. Of course all it did was cause me to waste my day and night of sleep, which by the way sleeping has been great, I don't ever remember sleeping so well. I really need to quit counting days and stop focusing about the warm weather. I live on a lake and my old self would love to sit at the end of the dock with a few beers in the summer. I know I have got to stop thinking about the summer days and focus on today. I don't ever want to go back to my old ways, I really love not having that poison in my body. Even my husband has slowed way down on his drinking without me even saying anything. So here is to a beautiful AF day and many more to come. I also want to add that Tuesday was 3 months since I came back to MWO and in those 3 months I drank 4 times, yesterday would make 5 and I did not get drunk any of those times. When I look at it that way it makes me feel a lot better. I know I'm not where I need to be but I Thank God I'm not where I was!!
Notevergivngup aka twosox
Notevergivngup aka twosox
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