I think that really freeked him out. I have been asking him for a while to get rid of all the alcohol in the house and he hasn't. He did last night. He dumped every drop down the drain. He is working today and I am dreading when he comes home. I dont want to face him.
I feel really ashamed and embarressed. I am a grown woman, who functions quite well in life. I have a great job and I am successful at what I do, yet I act like a child and lie and get stupid drunk.
Today I feel a whole bunch of things; sad, relieved, ashamed, embarressed, lonely, guilty, dissapointed...But mostly I feel like I can finally move on and get better.
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