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Michelle, a little while ago you said you were never drinking again..and now this. You must sort this out now before something dreadful happens.
Can you not get some professional help? Maybe some medication to help you? My heart goes out to you with your struggle, but it seems to be getting the better of you now.
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Your horrified reaction for what happened is good. It means you know you made a mistake. Thank God, like you said, that nothing did happen. Use it as a learning lesson to never let it happen again. Your right, nobody should ever drive after drinking with a child in the car. Its the ultimate NO NO, and we all love our children. I guarantee you would not be the first person in the world to have done this. My hand is raised high to say, Yes I have done that before. Just dont let it happen again lil Michelle, and everything will be just fine.I LOVE MY SEROTONIN AND BOOZE SCREWS IT UP!!!!!Comment
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Drinking and driving has got to be one of the most deadly things we can do -- God knows I have done it before, I am so extreemly ashamed of myself for it.
Lil, please get help now before something terrible happens.
PM me."The person who says it cannot be done should not interrupt the person doing it"Comment
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Alcohol is a horrible thing. Not only have I driven my two boys while under the influence, but I have left them home while I went out for more beer. I know the feeling. The only way for me to feel better was to admit I was an alcoholic and get help before I lost my boys or worse yet killed them. Learn from the experinece and you will be a better person for it.PAW:nutso:Comment
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oh you have my utmost sympathy. I think even one alcoholic drink really means no-no to driving. You feeling depressed is just you getting better. Try not to do it again. Says me who is banned from driving and with good reason too....! They did right to ban me, certainly until I can trust myself with the drink. Be your own inspiration....
If you feel you need professional help just get to your doctors and be honest. When we drink all our defenses, reasoning and sense just goes out of the window. I am far from a paragon of virtue and am too ashamed to admit what I have done when drunk. Driving is a killer. You were lucky this time.... Come on you can do it.... You really can.....
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((((Lilmichelle)))
Forgive yourself, hopefully w/time whatever you did will be forgiven, but don't forget. This can happen when u drink. :lComment
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We do some dreadful things don't we? There are one or two things in my life that I remain totally ashamed about but the best thing we can all do is just to keep trying and perhaps set some real no nos that we can't break. Like Maddiva says we have to believe that we can do it. I've come home totally depressed because I know deep down that if I keep drinking then I'll hurt myself. My liver needs to heal - I know that - I don't need to go to the doctor - it's just common sense! It's horrible reading of the hurt that other people on this site are going through because it holds a mirror up to your own life. I don't know what to say but we've all got to keep on trying - at least by being here I believe we are in with a fighting chance. Drink is destroying a lot of my family - I'd be in a better position to help them if I could help myself. My heart to all of use. PxShort term goal 7 days AFComment
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Sorry few typos in that last para! Should have said my heart goes out to all of us. The senior members' posts are really helpful (and sensible). I think what I'm scared of this time is failing again - I really don't want to keep struggling - I want to do at least a reasonable stint to get my head in order. PxShort term goal 7 days AFComment
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Absolutely NO side effects from the antabuse here. Just a whole heap of relief.
Hope that helps.
Regards
StepLead me not into temptation, I can find the way myself!!!Comment
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Lil michele,
Everything is going to be fine. Everyone is ok. Please find a way to forgive yourself. I know it's not easy at first, but you will. You've made a responsible decision for yourself to come here and get the help you need and you've made progress. Look back and see how far you've come - try to focus on the positives.Sometimes what you're most afraid of doing is the very thing that will set you free.Comment
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Michele, I missed what happened but it sounds like something involving driving, drinking and children.
Read through the Antabuse Thread. I just took a 1/2 one on Monday, and have not had anything to drink since. No forevers for me, but I have had a great week.
Take a few deep breaths and think things through.Comment
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LilM ???
I read the thread twice and did not notice you'd said you were drinking while driving. Maybe I should get my glasses checked.
Hope you feel better today. Please don't give up on reading and threading . . . It's extremely helpful.
'In God's Time Not Mine' You are purpose driven and you can do this . . . if you give up now what will happen to your family. Consider AL to be like a slow and painful suicide, NOT FUN that's for sure.
We lost our wonderful nephew to AL and drugs, he burned to death in his car. That pain lives with us every year, And Every Year we have to keep each other strong. That was 10 years ago, he would be 29 now and a wonderful Architect but he's gone . . .
Please come back to MWO LilM !Comment
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We are in this together !!!
:b&d::b&d::b&d:Come on...we can beat this TOGETHER...I KNOW WE CAN !!!!sigpicEyes on the PRIZE, a SOBER Future !!!Comment
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Sorry, can't help myself LOL
Evie,
You Little Whipper Snapper You . . . (play on words). lolComment
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