I've been visiting this forum on and off for a few weeks. Once I read Roberta's story I was ready to try the program. I downloaded the book and was inspired to jump in.
I don't think my husband ever realized that I had a problem (we drink together, but he is in control.) Once I told him about my suspicion that I am out of control, he was really angry. He told me that I wasn't going to start popping pills to cure this, and he set out to try to control my drinking for me!
Needless to say that isn't working and now I am finding ways to sneak to drink. I know I need to do something and I think I have my husband in a more accepting place.
I am afraid of the Topa because I'm a waitress (hence where my drinking problem started/free cocktails several times a week with my coworkers) and I have to reel off nightly features. I can't be saying weird things on Topa. I just ordered the baclofen from the research page. It is much cheaper than the topa but comes with its own set of problems. Like the topa you can't just stop taking it cold turkey and it does come with side effects like dizziness and insomnia.
Any advice or feedback is totally appreciated!
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