I am tapering back up on the Topa and going on a 30 day AF. My concern is that I MAY be dependent on the Topa for my effective moderating which may not be an effective long term plan. I have felt great. I have not had the self loathing or guilt and have felt in control. I have not had hangovers. So.... here I am because I am nervous because I have drank for the past 4 evenings and feel I need to get this under control. Any thoughts would be appreciated. I know that most of you are abstainers and not many modsters.
In any event, I'm in for a 30 day AF stint!!! All the wine is out of the house and I'll be checking in daily.
Bridget
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