Boobie,
You are describing me to a "T". I am somehow comforted by just reading the posts on this site. I am ordering the book tonight in hopes of getting back on track. My issues started about 5 years ago when I lost my job and was home for a year without working. Prior to that I never drank alone or even brought alcohol into my home. Now it has become a habit of downing almost two bottles of wine every 2-3 days. I wake up feeling miserable calling myself a loser and tell myself I am going to get back on track and then I end up doing it again. I am accountable to no one. I live alone and I think that fuels the fire.
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