I'm 39 days sober thanx to the help of antabuse. I take one a week if that and it's keeping me sober. I have my weak moments where i'm like, damn, i fancy a nice cool glass of wine. I know it will never be 1 glass, it would be a bottle if not more but i can't drink a single drop unless i want to feel like i'm dying.
I still have odd cravings but i've manged to losen the ties that drink had on me and i've escaped. My life is now fantastic, loving life, i'm now a great mum and wife. I've cut all the bad things and people out of my life and really starting a fresh. I feel positive. I've got my old self back FINALLY. Only took nearly a year but i'm back!
I'm going on holiday to Disney Florida in a month, taking the antabuse with me there too just to make sure i don't drink. I still have my weak times but i'm only human. OH and i've lost loads of weight!!! I'm back to my normal weight, 8 stone! How great is it not waking up feeling shit...IT'S GREAT! Not worrying.. what did i do/say?
Who would have thought, lil.michelle 30 days sober... the QUEEN of the slips.... the Queen of messing her life up has FINALLY done it!
OOOOooo and my new job that i started as a student midwife is going amazingly well. I'm loving it, loving being around people and not being really bored and lonely all the time.
Lifes GREAT! Thank you all for everything.
To those who are having trouble and keep slipping, try antabuse... It works!!
I still have odd cravings but i've manged to losen the ties that drink had on me and i've escaped. My life is now fantastic, loving life, i'm now a great mum and wife. I've cut all the bad things and people out of my life and really starting a fresh. I feel positive. I've got my old self back FINALLY. Only took nearly a year but i'm back!
I'm going on holiday to Disney Florida in a month, taking the antabuse with me there too just to make sure i don't drink. I still have my weak times but i'm only human. OH and i've lost loads of weight!!! I'm back to my normal weight, 8 stone! How great is it not waking up feeling shit...IT'S GREAT! Not worrying.. what did i do/say?
Who would have thought, lil.michelle 30 days sober... the QUEEN of the slips.... the Queen of messing her life up has FINALLY done it!
OOOOooo and my new job that i started as a student midwife is going amazingly well. I'm loving it, loving being around people and not being really bored and lonely all the time.
Lifes GREAT! Thank you all for everything.
To those who are having trouble and keep slipping, try antabuse... It works!!
I will no longer give the BEAST any power over me - he can go straight to hell.
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