my sixth day AL free and all going ok ish.....Was gagging last night for a glass of chilled wine, didnt have any in the house thank goodness, so went without. The craveing only lasted for about 20 minutes and passed. The craveing came due to a moment of stress. I had just upgraded my msn to a new version, and "Crikey", wish i hadnt, because the new msn shows more advanced contact details than my previous msn. When u log onto it and the existing people in ur previous msn pop up with added details, who had joined whos network etc etc, photos and....there was the ex boyfriend, who has been very busy of late adding a string of women. I wasnt checking on him it just comes up!, ive looked into the new msn version and people can show or not show how much imfo they allow others to see, obviously hes either "stupid", or just dosnt care who sees what. Also it shows the person one has been added to networks, and if u they have put in contact details, address, surname, hobbies, pics, phone numbers it all comes up.
Surfice to say i was busy making sure my msn didnt have to much personal details of me. Took me ages because its a new msn format and took some getting used to, to learn my way around it. Stopping alcohol and the break up of a relationship is hard, however both went hand in hand and were very very bad for me.
Exs are Exs for a reason, he made me very very unhappy with mental mind games as did Alcohol, so i passed last night, level headed, had i had a drink, id probably contacted all his new women hes added on his Msn saying goodness knows what, soooo, i have a clear conscience this morning that i didnt let myself down.
Gone on a bit, just fancied shareing with you all on here.
Have a great day all. xxxxx
Surfice to say i was busy making sure my msn didnt have to much personal details of me. Took me ages because its a new msn format and took some getting used to, to learn my way around it. Stopping alcohol and the break up of a relationship is hard, however both went hand in hand and were very very bad for me.
Exs are Exs for a reason, he made me very very unhappy with mental mind games as did Alcohol, so i passed last night, level headed, had i had a drink, id probably contacted all his new women hes added on his Msn saying goodness knows what, soooo, i have a clear conscience this morning that i didnt let myself down.
Gone on a bit, just fancied shareing with you all on here.
Have a great day all. xxxxx
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