Hey everyone,
This is about my third time visiting this site over the past couple of years and this time things are going to be different. Previously I have stopped and started drinking again. I got a massive wake up call last week to the point where I got so drunk that I woke up remembering nothing (not unusual) but had bruising all down my legs and ribs - don't even remember falling down. My husband told me that he was done and to take off my wedding rings and he couldn't trust me with the kids because he was scared I would get drunk. Scary thing is - I think he is right.
So, I am now on AF day 4 and feeling very optimistic - as well as physically sooooooooo much better. I am seeing a psychologist weekly and told her how much I really drink (never done that before) am on this site 3 x day, taking Kudzu, have ordered a book called Getting sober and Seredyn for anxiety online (hopefully will come soon) and have seen so many amazing positive changes in my body and mind it is crazy.
Anyway, I thought I would post because this seems to be one of the biggest supports for me and has helped me no end through the past four days. It is a great community and I plan on being completely AF as I know now that I can't moderate - at least not now and maybe never.
thanks for listening and talk soon.
Luba
This is about my third time visiting this site over the past couple of years and this time things are going to be different. Previously I have stopped and started drinking again. I got a massive wake up call last week to the point where I got so drunk that I woke up remembering nothing (not unusual) but had bruising all down my legs and ribs - don't even remember falling down. My husband told me that he was done and to take off my wedding rings and he couldn't trust me with the kids because he was scared I would get drunk. Scary thing is - I think he is right.
So, I am now on AF day 4 and feeling very optimistic - as well as physically sooooooooo much better. I am seeing a psychologist weekly and told her how much I really drink (never done that before) am on this site 3 x day, taking Kudzu, have ordered a book called Getting sober and Seredyn for anxiety online (hopefully will come soon) and have seen so many amazing positive changes in my body and mind it is crazy.
Anyway, I thought I would post because this seems to be one of the biggest supports for me and has helped me no end through the past four days. It is a great community and I plan on being completely AF as I know now that I can't moderate - at least not now and maybe never.
thanks for listening and talk soon.
Luba
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