Hi,
This is my first post, I find everyone here so positive and supportive, I feel a renewed hope I can beat this for real this time!! I am unhappy looking at myself in the mirror, so many bad decisions and wasted time. I fear it's too late, I think my wife has really had enough, how can I blame her, she's just tired. She is the best woman in the world, and I lost a treasure. My grandfather was an alchoholic, I remember as a little boy peering thru the kitchen window at he and my granny as he wept and she pleaded. I swore (prayed??) I was not destined for that, but here I am.......................
I look foward to becoming a part of :new: the community here!!
This is my first post, I find everyone here so positive and supportive, I feel a renewed hope I can beat this for real this time!! I am unhappy looking at myself in the mirror, so many bad decisions and wasted time. I fear it's too late, I think my wife has really had enough, how can I blame her, she's just tired. She is the best woman in the world, and I lost a treasure. My grandfather was an alchoholic, I remember as a little boy peering thru the kitchen window at he and my granny as he wept and she pleaded. I swore (prayed??) I was not destined for that, but here I am.......................
I look foward to becoming a part of :new: the community here!!
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