I'm new and scared

[tomorrownevercomes]

I'm new and scared

Hi Paul!! Thank you for your thread. Well done for being sober since January. I really have to go to rehab and just hope that it will end my relationship with this poison. Really angry that it has a hold on me. Was not going to drink this evening but have had such a crap day. Got some waiting on the kitchen side and I am going to try to resist!!!!!!

[AMELIA]

I'm new and scared

Hi Tomorrownevercomes,
Welcome from me too!!
I know what that dark place feels like...have been there myself.
It really is a frightening and empty place to be in (what I mean by empty - is that we are using al to escape and it just makes us feel empty, ashamed and frightened).
Have you tried any meds other than Antabuse?
Really use this site to work your way to an answer that works for you.
You sound like you are ready for a change....embrace that feeling and go for it!!
xxx

[tomorrownevercomes]

I'm new and scared

Hi! please forgive me as I have wanted to get in touch with you before now. Apart from being drunk every evening i have had probs with my computer and feel stresssed cause i want to talk to you guys. Just has a meting today about going for re-hab. Know that I have to do it but so scared to leave my girls and husband. They say 8 weeks!!!!! Am going to go just trying to sort out care etc. How are you doing? I am so together but f.....kd up inside - they just dont know do they? If I dpnt reply it is because i dont know how too and my computer is poorly just like yus!!!!! TAKE CARE

[gerkri]

I'm new and scared

you have inspired me...........