Over the past 15 years Ive been taking care of my sick wife whose disabled. Last summer we almost lost her to a heart illness and now she's basically on portable life support with no chance for a transplant - the Drs give her another year. THis really has made life difficult because I'm now her nurse, hubbie, and best friend, and between now and the not too distant future I will be a widower. Weve been together since I was 18 and we are in our late 50s. I can't imagine my life without her - the thought of it is mind boggling. So time is now in boxes as to when to do med things, work, run errands, clean and have a life. Of course the perfect excuse for sucking down wine in the evenings to forget.
I'm tired of going thru the day waiting for 5:30 to happen after I do the last medical task for her and pounding down the wine. Ive read the book, took Kudsu which helps and I'll try it again - tried also to get in a test program for Topo but was disqualified cause I was on some other meds they didn't like mixing it with. Besides I don't want to lose any more hair anyway....
So today is the day - I wiped out the wine and beer supply yesterday and would have to go out of state to replenish it - being this lazy I probably won't. Right now feeling confident but usually the committee in my head starts its speeches and nagging after noon. So I'll check back in later.
I think I'm gonna try the hypnosis stuff - anyone have any experience with this??
Thanks for listening. Q
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