I keep coming to this same conclusion: Drinking (often) leads to guilt/shame, etc. (that we don't want to repeat)... yet we continue to...
While I understand the addiction part of it, I think there's a part that is about... self-flagellation. As bad as that sounds, there really is a good part. We "self-flagellate" because we fall short of our Expectations of ourselves.
We are hard on ourselves.
So many on this site make us feel better (YAY - I've felt that love!)... but, honestly, we.... have.... an...... addiction.
I know I now I do (shit). I really didn't think I did (even after being on this site - which, surely! means ya do!!)
Perhaps there are Degrees of addiction. Ummm - not so sure about that!
I am addicted. THERE - are u happy?
How did I get here, why... etc. doesn't matter much.
Tomorrow, and tomorrow and tomorrow... creep on at this petty pace until the last syllable of recorded time. (Shakespeare, by George!)
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