Hit a real low......

[izzy40]

God I've hit a low tonight, I was on such a high yesterday thinking yay another start of the week without wine. But today I had one bad comment from my boss and I was about to sob my heart out!

It was my mums 75th birhday today and I popped out a lunchtime for a cake and bits and pieces I was only gone an hour and because she had to deal with some stuff I'd normally deal with when I got back she said where have you been, you've been ages, all critical! I never take a lunch break, I work way over my contracted 37 hours per week and never ask for anything in return, where's the bloody give and take I asked????????? Anyway I've now got heartburn and acid indigestion which feels like a heart attack is about to happen and feel so low

Is this withdrawl or just a bad day???????

Izzy xx

Day 2 AF! Would have been too obvious to drink a glass of wine, sorry make that a bottle!

[lukalee]

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It is probably a little bit of both.
Did you tell your boss how you were feeling?

[izzy40]

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Was told by her deputy not to as she was having a bad day.... ha welcome to my world!

[izzy40]

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Sorry that was really negative!

[startingover]

Hit a real low......

Izzy, go easy on yourself love. You are making huge changes at the mo, your emotions are bound to be all over the place. Dont worry, they will begin to settle very soon.

[izzy40]

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What's LMFCTO?????

[startingover]

Hit a real low......

Ahhh, I am going to have to change that I think.....:H
It means.....Laughing my fecking camel toe off.......sorry

[izzy40]

Hit a real low......

Now that I would never have guessed

[Boss.man]

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Izzy don't sweat the boss stuff. Boss's have bad days too. I was annoyed this morning because one person was sick, three people were late, and I had a paying customer on the phone and out of 8 people who are on salaried payroll with scheduled hours, none was available.

Just compartmentalize the work stuff, and leave it behind at the end of the day. In this economy, it's not a happy thing to be a boss trying to meet payroll, taxes and comply with all the laws.

You are always free to change hats and become the boss. Just quit and start your own. You'll find the risk/reward changes your personality quite a bit. A bit funny when one becomes the yeller rather than the yellee. Until then, just let it wash over and don't take it personal.

[Guitarista]

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Hang in there Izzy! Just take a breath, re-group, and remember why you are doing this. Water off a duck's back. Get pissed off about it, as you are, then leave it behind as best you can. You have bigger, far more important fish to fry.
Best wishes, you're doing it!...........G.

[izzy40]

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Sadly I am a boss too so have to be a yeller and a yellee, think am just having an off day, I can normally see both sides to an issue but today it just wasn't in me to be diplomatic!

Thanks everyone!

[universal]

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Sorry Iz, I just saw this today - hope you are feeling better and that you made it through and are back on Day 3!

I wish I had been there for you yesterday as you were there for me the day before. I'm sure there will be other days we will need each others support! Pm me at anytime - hope you are having a better day!

Love and hugs,
Uni

[cacky]

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Izzy, in all of what you said..you never once mentioned that you were going to take a drink. you should be commended. give yourself a break and treat yourself to an ice cream or something else sweet.

[42cat]

Hit a real low......

Sorry you're having a yucky day. Try to concentrate on your own personal struggles .. Office "moods" don't have to matter if you don't let them ... Think of these people as just a means to a pay cheque. At the end of the day, you're outta there. In fact, if you like, it's always fun to take some time and look at the local job listings online, just to see what's out there ... kinda helps to know there is an "out" if you decide to take it.

((hugs)) .... and I had to LOL @ LMFCTO .. aahahahahhaa .. never heard that one before!