Well I did it after almost a year of searching for loopholes in my own rules and guidelines I admit finally I need help. Moreover I have asked for it! Only snag being I will have to wait patiently for a referral. Two weeks I'm told. This is hard for me as I am increasingly aware of physical symptoms manifesting themselves now and it bothers me. I want to stop immediately but realise this could be potentially dangerous for me until my level of dependency is established.
I am still deciding whether to confide in my hubbie or whether to wait until I am well on the way before I put myself under more pressure. Secretly I believe he know's I know I have a problem and is waiting simply for me to make the first move.
Advice welcomed!
I am comforted by oining this community and am ready to succeed. I know it's going to be difficult but this somehow makes it easier.:new:
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