My frustration comes from my husband, he is still drinking, which is fine but I know this is what is triggering my drinking. We went out to dinner last night and I did well with sipping on a beer (should have been water) after dinner he stopped at another bar for another drink and I had a rum & coke, (should have been water). I don't know how to handle this. I should have said I would prefer to go home.
I know that 2 drinks is not a lot but I do not want to drink at all. I want to quit and find that it is too difficult not to cave in. It is an internal fight all the time.
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