Last night I bought half a bottle of gin and shared it with hubby. Whilst that ain't good I actually am counting it as an improvement (glass half full attitude!!) There was a limit to it. It wasn't 2 bottles of wine (which would normally be the case) and I bought lots of tonic so I have something refreshing and al free to drink for the next couple of days.
These are baby steps for me, even though I've been here for quite a while!! It doesn't matter - you do what it takes, but always try to do better. Keep on, keeping on!!
So any newbies coming on here and thinking "I'll never do 30 days" - don't think that, think "I can do one day" And if you dont, you try for the next day. And you keep that up. And you keep acquiring tools and keep reading and posting and trying.
Today I have to spray some sheep with some horrible stuff that will stop the much more horrible possibility of flies laying eggs in their fleeces and the maggots hatching out!! Before that, feeding chickens, pigs and dogs, a dog walk, then clearing horse poo from the field, then some accounts, some cooking (pheasant curry), some calls, inspecting a flat, some DIY, riding the horse. That will do, there will be more but that's the stuff on the list. I WILL be too busy to contemplate drinking today.
Bessie x
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