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[propartychief]

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OK got day one past me.
I had to take off work today.
Feel like crap.
Hope I can power through this!
Can only think about getting more as I write this!
Must not give in again!

I WANT A NEW LIFE!

Pray for me !!!

Bob :upset:

[lilmea]

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Pro-Hang in there. You've got day 1 out of the way. My first 4 days were uncomfortable for me as well. Try to drink plenty of water and eat a little if you can. You can do this and it will get better.

[paula]

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Pro, well done on day one. It does get easier, just keep focused.

[sosad61]

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Prayers for you Bob. Be upset, it's normal. Hang in there, it WILL get better each day. Like you said, you just have to power through this.

propartychief;689418 wrote: OK got day one past me.
I had to take off work today.
Feel like crap.
Hope I can power through this!
Can only think about getting more as I write this!
Must not give in again!

I WANT A NEW LIFE!

Pray for me !!!

Bob :upset:

[42cat]

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Congrats on Day 1. Keep up that fight and you'll be through these first days in no time. What I found that helped a lot with the shaky withdrawals was to go out for mini power walks around the neighbourhood. I had read that getting that adreneline going helped take the edge off the symptoms, so I tried it..... Sure enough, it helped. It helped while walking (sometimes walking quickly; sometimes not so quickly)... and it helped for a while afterward too.... Plus, it helped my mind NOT to concentrate solely on the symptoms - Instead, I looked at trees and watched people, etc. Little did they know the hell I was going through.

If you are able to, give it a try.

You're doing great.

[propartychief]

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Ok day 3 !!
Still feel crappy.
At work feeling shakey.
But I can do this!!!!!
Have to get her off my mind !!

I think the prayers are working keep them comming please.

Bob :upset:

[JackieClaire]

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Hi Bob,
Cyber hugs and prayers winging there way.
Be kind to yourself. You come across as a lovely person.
Jackie xxx
AF 7/7/2009

[startingover]

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Hi Bob, I think day 3 is often the worst day. Hang in there !!
You absolutely can do this. Very soon you will start to feel better.
Prayers are with you hun.

[sosad61]

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Day three is always the worst Bob. Prayers to you.

[propartychief]

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I SUCK !!!!!

Well it was day 3!
Went to the store after work to get smokes and got home before I actually realized that I had bought some beer!!! I am so programed that it is sickening!!! I have been on here off and on all day. So it was not like this was not on my mind all day!!! I was feeling pretty rough today. I have had 1 guess I should pour the rest out !!! But the 1 I have had has made me feel a little better.



Still struggling keep praying please !!


Bob :upset:

ps. I haven't thought about her as much to busy , but now the hard time starts from now till bedtime.:upset:

[sosad61]

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Bob, you are NOT a failure. Most of us have done this dozens of times before we succeed. Just because you relapsed once does not mean you are a failure. You ARE in my prayers friend. You WILL conquer this, of that I am sure. Happy days are ahead for you Bob even though you do not realize this.

Just look ahead and say "One day all of this will be a distant painful memory." Seriously, it worked for me once and I am battling this demon once again. It will be good again for me also, and if I meet you one day in person, we will both rejoice.

[propartychief]

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Thank you SO much for that!!!!
I needed that!!
And i hope to someday to share that joy with you !

Bob

[sosad61]

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propartychief;690633 wrote: Thank you SO much for that!!!!
I needed that!!
And i hope to someday to share that joy with you !

Bob

You are SO welcome friend. You are NOT a failure for stumbling a little bit. No way... No way at all. You keep your head up friend, you hear?

[formenow]

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Pro, it will only get better from here because you will get stronger day by day. i am with you wondering what I will find as this journey progresses but this is our journey easy or hard. We ended up here for a reason. lets get out on top shall we? i am just starting out as well. Heres to all of us struggling. Go get em buddy!!

[Elpis]

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propartychief;690633 wrote: Thank you SO much for that!!!!
I needed that!!
And i hope to someday to share that joy with you !

Bob

Hang in there Bob. Hang in there. The worst should be nearing the end.

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