I've had a drinking problem for, oh, about all of my adult life which is gradually getting worse. Have sworn to myself hundreds of times to give it up and never have. Except when I was pregnant with each of my 3 kids and for the first year of their lives, when it wasn't a problem to give up at all.
I"m sick of being this way, though. I hate what I've become, and I hate carrying around this burden of guilt and shame.
In the past couple of months I have tried a couple of times to stop. Once I made it three days. This week I made it two days and then last night decided I deserved a glass of wine to relax with which of course became 2, 3, 4, 5. I stopped when the wine was gone.
There's no wine in the house today and I'm not buying any.
Googled "alcoholism support" this morning and found this forum and for the first time have some hope that I might actually succeed in kicking my habit.
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