Operation October - week two
Oh Dill, how I too love an expanse of sober, unstructured time. So much of my life has centered around things done or left undone so that I could have my drinking place. Thank you everybody for welcoming me home. Even though I didn?t drink much in terms of quantity in this week two (or in week two of September?), what our Pam said is true for me. It changed things. Blurred the edges; made things more confusing than they already are. We can have our experiments and even though they are successful and we don?t end up in a ditch, there is this little place that can change, and for me it is not for the better. So, my dear Cyn, I wish you strength and courage and focus on your trip; take your eleven days and treat them as you would the most precious and beautiful piece of art. You are doing very well. By the way, I too love organization be it in my home or garden, organizing is peaceful for me like a meditation. Lav, I am looking forward to my Amoryn which is running late; the company is very cool but can?t put a trace on it unless it doesn?t show up by the 21st. It seems to have gone missing once it was transferred from UPS to USPS but I am sure will get here eventually and help me with these darned old anxious blues. For all of you who are freezing and cold in the eastern US, I hope you can enjoy a warm day inside and warm visits when you venture out. Love, Ladybird.
Oh Dill, how I too love an expanse of sober, unstructured time. So much of my life has centered around things done or left undone so that I could have my drinking place. Thank you everybody for welcoming me home. Even though I didn?t drink much in terms of quantity in this week two (or in week two of September?), what our Pam said is true for me. It changed things. Blurred the edges; made things more confusing than they already are. We can have our experiments and even though they are successful and we don?t end up in a ditch, there is this little place that can change, and for me it is not for the better. So, my dear Cyn, I wish you strength and courage and focus on your trip; take your eleven days and treat them as you would the most precious and beautiful piece of art. You are doing very well. By the way, I too love organization be it in my home or garden, organizing is peaceful for me like a meditation. Lav, I am looking forward to my Amoryn which is running late; the company is very cool but can?t put a trace on it unless it doesn?t show up by the 21st. It seems to have gone missing once it was transferred from UPS to USPS but I am sure will get here eventually and help me with these darned old anxious blues. For all of you who are freezing and cold in the eastern US, I hope you can enjoy a warm day inside and warm visits when you venture out. Love, Ladybird.
I credit my success on this program, all the things I've learned & all the good friends I've made. Don't be a sranger!
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