little confession

[lovemylife]

A little confession hope will makes me feel better...

I was in my friend wedding party last night, I supposed not to drink, but for some reason i helped my friend drink her whisky when she lose on her games...Geez...I just drank a bit, but i feel a little bad about it. And...oh i hate this, i have to start all over again.

Well, but thank god i still NF ( now one part of me saying that just smokes, so the nicotine quit date will be the same with my AL quit date...lol). NOPE...i can blew my AF but one is enough...i will continue my NF...stop tempting me you nicodemon...lol

[Gold]

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Be kind to yourself lovemylife, I imagine giving up AL and Nic at the same time is quite a challenge and you've done well to have achieved both.

The whisky episode is just a hiccup. I just ended 77 days AF with 13 days of attempted moderation, like you I hated the thought of starting again, day 1, but I know that I would choose the 77 days over the last 13 any time. I drifted away from here and I think I would have been better staying closer.

So a new day 1 for both of us, wiser and encouraged by the AF days already achieved

[DeeBee]

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Love,
Learn from the experience and move on.
Congrats on staying NF. I gave up in February and personally found it worse than giving up the booze.

Hiya Gold -- good to see you posting

[lovemylife]

little confession

Gold and Deebee,

Yes, this time i won't beat myself up for the small hiccup. I will learn from it to avoid any situations that will lead me to drink AL before i get stronger...lol...So here I am day 1 AF.