Well, Day 2 AF. I feel very down. I think because I feel guilt from going out the other night and disrespecting the feelings of my husband, jeopardizing my family, job, etc....I wish I could take it all back. It seems I have an underlying need to rebel and put myself in dangerous situations. Why so self-destructive? I dont know. I didnt want to get out of bed this morning. It's gloomy and rainy out and I have a ton of running to do today. I also have to go to the cab company and pick up my credit card that I left in the cab the other night.:headbanger: Ok, so off to get in the shower and get moving. Bills to pay, grocery shopping to do, need to check on AA (ughghg), possible hair cut, call for vet appt for puppy. I'll hop on later. I enjoy reading and getting insight from all of you. Thanks for being here.
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I've wondered sometimes if we have a higher tolerance for Guilt/Shame than.. others.
We put ourselves into those situations over and OVER again!
On the light side, you inspired me to go to hairdresser!
Sounds like you have a full day ahead. Hope your puppy is ok!Sometimes you have to take the leap and build your wings on the way down... Anais Nin -
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Hi kimber,
Congrats on day 2, hang in there, it gets better
Try to put the guilt & shame away, they just drain your energy! Today is a new day, so is tomorrow. Look forward from now on, the past is history & as much as we would like to - we can't do a damn thing to change it!
Please join us on the 'Newbies Nest' thread for lots of support & understanding!
Wishing you the best!
LavAF since 03/26/09
NF since 05/19/09
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Hi Kim .. :goodjob: on getting 2 AF days , keep busy and keep coming in the room , the ppl here are awesome .. keep going , its gets easier !:l EmNon Drinker 9/09
Non Smoker 6/09
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Thanks you guys! I will check out the newbies nest for sure!Comment
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