Well, got through last night, now on to today. Are we always going to be counting and being so deathly afraid of starting over at day 1 again? In a way, I hope so, but man...this is all I think about all of a sudden. I guess it's better than always thinking about how I hurt someone or acted foolishly or said something horrible or better yet, dont remember wtf I did...and the unbearable guilt all the time.
So, today...went to lunch with hubby, daughter and father in law...AT A BAR. Ughghgh. Hubby orders a big bloody mary, fil has a beer..I have a dt coke. Good girl. Hubby asked me to try his bloody mary (because he loves their mix) and I said 'no'. I didnt even want to TRY it because I dont want to go back to day 1. We'll see how long this lasts. It might only be until 5pm tonight, but I'm hoping not. This is kind of a test day. It's Friday. Fish Fry. I live in Wisconsin and it's my last night off before going back to work. So, it's gonna be hard, especially if my Mom comes over. If she doesn't, it wont be as hard. Still planning on going to Jazzercise on Sunday at 4 though. I wont be on tomorrow as I work 16 hours, but I'll touch base later or on Sunday. I hope everyone is doing ok!!
So, today...went to lunch with hubby, daughter and father in law...AT A BAR. Ughghgh. Hubby orders a big bloody mary, fil has a beer..I have a dt coke. Good girl. Hubby asked me to try his bloody mary (because he loves their mix) and I said 'no'. I didnt even want to TRY it because I dont want to go back to day 1. We'll see how long this lasts. It might only be until 5pm tonight, but I'm hoping not. This is kind of a test day. It's Friday. Fish Fry. I live in Wisconsin and it's my last night off before going back to work. So, it's gonna be hard, especially if my Mom comes over. If she doesn't, it wont be as hard. Still planning on going to Jazzercise on Sunday at 4 though. I wont be on tomorrow as I work 16 hours, but I'll touch base later or on Sunday. I hope everyone is doing ok!!
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