Milk...
WOW!!
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I'm sorry but I think that is the last thing she needs to hear, sounds like full critisism and making her feel guilty for what she's done..
..we do not make these things up...!!!!!!
NO I do not agree with you Savon & I must admit it's not the 1st time I've cringed at your posts, people here need support not to be questioned what they have done.
I agree with kate, emmy, star & angel and the rest of the guys that send out positive vibes,you need to listen to their words of encouragement,
I have done excatly the same as you schaefer, didn't put it in the milk, but vodka in the orange juice and vodka in the water bottles and even crafty to the point I knew my daughter didn't like blackcurrant juice so I put red wine and lemonade in the bottle of blackcurrant in the fridge, but one day my little boy, he was 5yrs then helped himself to it.....!!!
and I used to take "water bottles" in the car with me full of vodka and lemonade, thought nobody would notice and they would think I was being good drinking water, till one day my girl was waiting in the car for me while I popped in a shop and she drank it..!!!
we do NOT do it to get caught, quite the opposite we think we can get away with it..!
I have been in de-tox three times and to be honest was thinking about how I could still sneakly drink when I came out and get away with it...stupid isnt it..??
but now I've paid the highest price, my boy has been taken into care, it will be a year come the 10th of november but if things keep going good, which I'm gonna make damm sure they will, he will come home in january.
and the ONLY way I have got to this stage, is the help from all the guys on this site. I thought I was gonna die stopping drinking, I mean medically shock to the body to stop sharply.
but these guys helped me every step of the way, it was bloody hard, but now it's just about 2 weeks AF, have had a couple of hiccups but not gonna beat myself up about it, coz now I am AF had my 2nd alchohol breath test and was negative, just got 10 more to do, am still on that thin line but I come on here and it's like plugging in to a life line..& it's 24/7..can't be any better support.
come on girl, you can do it, it's hard, but it's bloody worth it..
LJ
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savon19;747312 wrote: Gosh, Shaefer - don't take this the wrong way... but it almost seems like you're making this stuff up! White Russian in the milk bottle?
Maybe you WANT your kids to find out. Although they obviously know about your problem, it's as if you're doing these things to punish yourself? (You Knew someone would think it's milk in bottle?)
You say you went to detox before. Is it possible to do that again? I'm worried about you hurting yourself (or others?) again... and maybe next time will be much more serious. Something that Won't heal. Or jail... or worse.
I'm scared for you!!
Maybe you WANT your kids to find out. Although they obviously know about your problem, it's as if you're doing these things to punish yourself? (You Knew someone would think it's milk in bottle?)
You say you went to detox before. Is it possible to do that again? I'm worried about you hurting yourself (or others?) again... and maybe next time will be much more serious. Something that Won't heal. Or jail... or worse.
I'm scared for you!!
:dontagree:
I'm sorry but I think that is the last thing she needs to hear, sounds like full critisism and making her feel guilty for what she's done..
..we do not make these things up...!!!!!!
NO I do not agree with you Savon & I must admit it's not the 1st time I've cringed at your posts, people here need support not to be questioned what they have done.
I agree with kate, emmy, star & angel and the rest of the guys that send out positive vibes,you need to listen to their words of encouragement,
I have done excatly the same as you schaefer, didn't put it in the milk, but vodka in the orange juice and vodka in the water bottles and even crafty to the point I knew my daughter didn't like blackcurrant juice so I put red wine and lemonade in the bottle of blackcurrant in the fridge, but one day my little boy, he was 5yrs then helped himself to it.....!!!
and I used to take "water bottles" in the car with me full of vodka and lemonade, thought nobody would notice and they would think I was being good drinking water, till one day my girl was waiting in the car for me while I popped in a shop and she drank it..!!!
we do NOT do it to get caught, quite the opposite we think we can get away with it..!
I have been in de-tox three times and to be honest was thinking about how I could still sneakly drink when I came out and get away with it...stupid isnt it..??
but now I've paid the highest price, my boy has been taken into care, it will be a year come the 10th of november but if things keep going good, which I'm gonna make damm sure they will, he will come home in january.
and the ONLY way I have got to this stage, is the help from all the guys on this site. I thought I was gonna die stopping drinking, I mean medically shock to the body to stop sharply.
but these guys helped me every step of the way, it was bloody hard, but now it's just about 2 weeks AF, have had a couple of hiccups but not gonna beat myself up about it, coz now I am AF had my 2nd alchohol breath test and was negative, just got 10 more to do, am still on that thin line but I come on here and it's like plugging in to a life line..& it's 24/7..can't be any better support.
come on girl, you can do it, it's hard, but it's bloody worth it..
LJ
XXXX
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