So, anyway, NOW I want to do this exactly the way Roberta tells you to. However, I am still waiting for the supplements (delivery date is scheduled for Monday) and the topa (who knows when). I just got another bottle of Kudzu and the MWO hypnotherapy CDs last night and I am so anxious to get started. Should I wait until everything is in hand, or start the CDs now? I drink *sort of* moderately during the week (2 glasses of wine every night, pretty much like a clock), and tend to fritter away both afternoons of my weekends "enjoying myself" and very often being a total, useless recluse. So, my goal is only to drink occasionally (like two glasses a week max), and not ever when I'm just home by myself. I need to be more alive! My garden is weedy, my shelves are dusty, my family and friends are neglected. I want to change this so badly!
I would like to start this weekend with two completely productive days if it would work. I just don't know if I should start again with the half measure, or wait until everything is here. I don't want to blow this. I know motivation is the key factor, and the rest will help only if you have the motivation. I was thinking I would start listening to the CDs, but not start the 30 days AF until the topa arrives.
Can anyone share some wisdom, and let me know what you think? I already exercise and am a lifelong vegetarian -- but am not particularly thin because of all that "enjoying myself" (wine and food go together for me).
This is long. Sorry. I'm a little freaked out. I feel like this is my chance, and lord knows it wasn't cheap to get all this stuff for the first twelve weeks. I do hope it works. I need to jump in with both feet. I have grandkids and I feel like it's my second chance. I was a pretty flighty mom. This sounds more like a confession -- sorry!!!
HELP! : )
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