Ahoy, Mateys!
Welcome back, SD! It's wonderful to see you! No deck swabbing for you, my friend! Maybe you could take a turn up in the Crow's Nest being Look Out for a spell.
Red, I'm glad you shared a little bit about yourself this morning. I didn't know much about your journey over the past couple of years. You sound like you are very similar to me in this being a journey and it taking a lot of learning and changing over time. And, about 'surrendering': That doesn't mean giving up. It just means accepting what is. It may mean waiting until you can take action, giving a situation time to develop, or something like that. It doesn't mean give up, by any means.
GFO, thank you for sharing your your challenge. I'm glad you were able to over come! Lil, Lav, LBH, Soots, lodestar, findng, red, 1MC, pnut, all who post here, (I just know I'm leaving someone out, and for that , I apologize.) Thanks to all of you for being here.
I must make an admission to you all that I fell off the boat last night. I will not call it a slip, as I know better. I simply gave myself permission. I deeply regret it today, as it ended just as it usually does. I went overboard, watched a movie I don't remember, and toddled off to bed. Woke up in the wee hours with high anxiety. Slept poorly. Got up this morning, searched for a life boat (MWO) and will live to fight another day. I am sorry to let you all down, but felt I must be honest.
Today will be a beautiful day, so I will plan on enjoying it AF and feeling grateful for that. At the end of the day, I will take time to reflect.
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