Happy Monday all. Thanks for starting Greeny! I think my mondays are more like MOUNDS of dirty linen, but I'll get control and have it all washed out soon. Glad to know the Sun is there somewhere newbeginning.
Welcome scared. When I first started in August 2008 I was terrified that I would never drink again, and never enjoy life again. It took a lot of trying for me. This is a process, and it is different for everyone. Since May I haven't had a binge, which for me is amazing. I did indeed have a "pang" yesterday and a moment of sighing that it would be fun to have a drink. But then I reminded myself that back in 2008 I was having huge health and sleeping problems that have since cleared up completely. There is a huge dialog between your primitive brain which loves the booze, and your logical brain which knows a bit better. You can kick it. You can feel good about it. It will feel good. You've done a ton of new things in your life, you went to school, you got a job, maybe you got married. This is just another new thing, a part of life's journey.
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