suicidal

[chopper]

I have tried and tried. I have put up a facade of a compatible relationship with my "partner" because he has persuaded me that my family will take my son away.
They probably will. After my near death experience last week he promised to support me in order to "keep me alive". I honestly don't know if this is just because of my professional earning capacity (I suspect it is) and the fact that his first wife suicided by throwing herself off a cliff and he doesn't want evidence of mental cruelty with a 2nd spousal suicide. His first wife was not an alcoholic, she hardly drank at all....she left behind a 10 yr old son.
Now he says that he "does not give a stuff about my feelings" and that I "have no rights". These are direct quotes.
He does not love me.
If I do not appear on this website again (give it a day or 2 as I will be looking for somewhwere else to live) can someone please alert the Australian NSW police.
Maybe I can keep going on for Ruben but I really fear it will take AH or sedation...and then how do I work?
Can't see a way out.
Scared and worried,
Bye
Chopper xxx.

[JackieClaire]

suicidal

stay on line chopper
X

[Tabbers (a.k.a. KTAB)]

suicidal

Chopper are you ok are in any danger?

[Tabbers (a.k.a. KTAB)]

suicidal

Chopper talk to us

[byebyebridgetjones]

suicidal

Chopper
Don't you go off line now ...Ok ?
Can you get into chat ?
If not chat here is fine.
I'm in NSW too. Where are you love (approx) ?

[rubywillow]

suicidal

Chopper, we've talked, remember. Rubes is what you call Reuben, right. Can we take some time, some breaths. You have been misused. You are hurting. I can't reach you physically, sweetheart, but I feel you. Please, no matter what is going on, stop now, rest, wait till your head is in a good place. We who love nature and animals, and, especially, children, cannot go against that nature and take away the 'hand that feeds them'. Have a good cry, then come ON, girl, we can beat this, and the bastards that put you in need. Just, please, stay.

[rubywillow]

suicidal

Don't be embarrassed girl. You are crying out for help, and you deserve help. Come on. We care about you. Don't shut us out now.

[byebyebridgetjones]

suicidal

Chopper,
I see that you are off line for now.
I understand exactly how desperate things can seem.
But there are things that you can do.
I am more than happy to help.
Please PM me if you wish.
Bridget

[Tabbers (a.k.a. KTAB)]

suicidal

Chopper you are not alone, reach out and take the hands that are offered. There are people here who care.

[Bree]

suicidal

Chopper,
Please come back online and let us know you are okay.
I know how you feel and where you are at, but please, please for the sake of your son, don't do anything drastic. Can you get into rehab? Please talk to someone. PM me if you like. AL is a bloody curse, but don't let it beat you. We are all here to reach out to you, so please let us try.
Will be thinking about you, you are not on your own.
Sending you strenght and positive thoughts.
xx:armsaround:

[greeneyes]

suicidal

Oh, chopper....when you remove yourself from this toxic person, you will see things take a drastic turn for the better. It is difficult to see past the mire of abuse and it's effects when you are immersed in it. When there is turbulence on the plane, put your oxygen mask on first. You have the strength to do this and we will help you as you find it. Please let us.

[Popeye]

suicidal

Talk to us Chopper...
Please.

[mighty mouse]

suicidal

chopper,,,come back...or is there an emergency number ...call it...one more day chopper...
you are loved...mm

[YoungAtHeart]

suicidal

The emergency suicide hotline number in Australia is 131-114, and their web address is Lifeline Australia - Home .

Please use this number and don't harm yourself.

Sending hugs. :l Please take care of yourself.

[beagle]

suicidal

chop chop come back.
people on here can help you & will help you.
come back if you can.