:new: oh boy this is a very scary thing to do. i have been in denial for years, pretending i have a handle on myself. i knew today things werent right when i snuck myself a bottle of champers and hid the bottle in 2 bags amongst the rubbish. i am only fooling myself - and sitting here reading everyones heart felt notes and support to each other, i have taken a step toward getting a grip on myself.
i can go days without a drink then woops, i just have 10 drinks. had a recent liver function test and it was good. kidding myself really. have a husband who hasnt had a drink for 7 years, who nows suffers from depression and figured i would rather drink and be happy. That was until my 7 year old asked me not to buy anymore wine - he didnt like me when i drank it. i was so proud of him to have the courage to tell me, but so appalled at myself that he had to say it. so i am taking a giant baby step toward making my family proud and myself.
i can go days without a drink then woops, i just have 10 drinks. had a recent liver function test and it was good. kidding myself really. have a husband who hasnt had a drink for 7 years, who nows suffers from depression and figured i would rather drink and be happy. That was until my 7 year old asked me not to buy anymore wine - he didnt like me when i drank it. i was so proud of him to have the courage to tell me, but so appalled at myself that he had to say it. so i am taking a giant baby step toward making my family proud and myself.
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