why again

[ultrabunny]

why again

I take Antibuse and I will take 2 tablets a week for the next 6 mths (all being well) That will be enough to take that decision out of my hands and keep me on the right track. It isn't the answer, but it stops the impulsiveness taking over.

I am also thinking this next year as a test, I have said to myself that if I try a year sober and don't like it, I can always go back to the life I had. I can't imagine that I will want to but it makes it easier.

I thought yesterday that if you keep doing the same thing, you are going to keep getting the same results and if you really want change then you really have to change things.

[savon19]

why again

No wine in the house + keeping busy = SUCCESS!!

That has been a proven formula for me...

That said, thinking in terms of being a YEAR sober a la ultrabunny --- is almost more than I can wrap my head around!! Yet I wonder how my life would change... for the better... if I DID go a year. Wow. Imagine.

[hangingon]

why again

I made it through the first day! Will make sure I keep my self busy today. Have to go to the grocery store before noon as you can't buy alcohol before noon on Sun. it is better to be safe. Daytime is usually ok for me it is that 5:00 bell so I will safe some stuff to do after 5:00.
Chill I hope your day was good too. A year seems like forever to me too. My daughter is getting married in April and I should would like to be sober for that plus, I am sure not drinking wine I will change my eating habits as well as hopefully drop the 20 pounds I have put on thses past 8 months...
haningon