I sat the other night with my mate vino, debating on how long we had been friends, lovers enimies, mistakes and distroyers and it scared me, 27 years iv aloud my head to brain wash my thoughts and actions , and turn me in to the silly fool I have become.
2010 a new year a new start no booze for me lol !!!! Did'nt work because I could'nt addmitt to myself I had an alcohol problem....... but I do !!! And today I was able to finally identyfy it and God it feels like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders as I read though some of the posts on this site. I realised as I cried my way though the messages I was not alone and human.
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