I guess I felt rebellious and wanted a day off. Need to deal with triggers - back pain, loneliness, frustration - husband travels a lot and I'm supposed to be responsible. Usually I am - need to be all the time. I need to find some outlets. I still feel like a beginner.
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was doing better, but then...
learn from your mistakes and move on Agapanthus -- my hubby used to also travel alot and it was always when I was at my loneliest that I drank the most (and as a rule made an ass of myself)
Hang in there.
It's all a learning curve."The person who says it cannot be done should not interrupt the person doing it" -
was doing better, but then...
thank you
I have heard it's best not to beat myself up, that that makes it worse...it is so helpful to be able to vent here and get a nice supportive response within minutes! thank you so much.
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