New and feeling a bit overwhelmed.

[moxiemom]

Suggestions on starting? I am going to seek outpatient care and have an appointment Wed.
Mixed feelings. The costs of drinking are rising, I can't see how to continue and yet I feel a sadness. I know it is insane, but truthful. I am letting my family and self down. Feeling like such a phony, nobody at work knows I have problems with alcohol.
Any encouragement would be appreciated.
moxiemom

[Kimberley]

New and feeling a bit overwhelmed.

Hi Moxie,

Just wanted to pop by and welcome you. It's great that you have an appointment - rehab or detox or what?

I t is normal to have moxed feelings about 'letting go' of drinking to start with. It was once your friend even though it is biting you on the bum more often than not these days it sounds like. It can feel like an overwhelming step looking to change at first. I remember I felt sad that my life and my relationship with alcohol had come to this at a fairly young age when other people were out enjoying themselves fairly responsibly.

There is also nothing wrong with being truthful about how you feel. Good luck - let us all know how your appointment goes and stick around here for support.

[FallonsMom]

New and feeling a bit overwhelmed.

:welcome: I had mixed feeling about getting help too but the withdrawal was kicking my butt I'm glad I broke down in went. Good luck Moxie

[Doggygirl]

New and feeling a bit overwhelmed.

Moxie, was just curious how your appointment went. All those horrid feelings about living the lie, etc. WILL go away with sobriety and some work. I also know all too well the desire to hang onto AL despite the problems. For me, that was the addiction talking.

I wish you well on your journey.

DG