Hi everybody,
Some may remember I was a regular poster in the weeks up to Christmas then my internet service went down and is still down and can only post randomly until its sorted. Pre - Christmas I managed 28 days AF. Over the Christmas I had a few nights out on the beer with friends etc Stephens Day and New Years Eve. In Jan I went away for a weekend with the lads and last Sat night I went to a friends birthday bash. So while I have gone out drinking I've had no marathon all night parties, missed work or done anything ridiculous. Work and relationships with family and friends are all great. Despite this I feel I need the benefit of some significant time AF as the benefits of AF certainly outweighs the cons - certainly for me personally. My first goal is 30 days and see from there. I am in a much better place than when I first arrived at MWO some months ago when my spirit was truly broken by AL. I want some time AF but not now as a knee-jerk reaction to the post binge blues or due to something awful I have done but cos I can really see the danger of falling into an extended time of not being AF.
So since Saturday I have 5 days AF - looking forward to your support as before.
PS. Apologies for any grammar errors etc I am typing this on the most ludicrously small notepad ever - not mine
Some may remember I was a regular poster in the weeks up to Christmas then my internet service went down and is still down and can only post randomly until its sorted. Pre - Christmas I managed 28 days AF. Over the Christmas I had a few nights out on the beer with friends etc Stephens Day and New Years Eve. In Jan I went away for a weekend with the lads and last Sat night I went to a friends birthday bash. So while I have gone out drinking I've had no marathon all night parties, missed work or done anything ridiculous. Work and relationships with family and friends are all great. Despite this I feel I need the benefit of some significant time AF as the benefits of AF certainly outweighs the cons - certainly for me personally. My first goal is 30 days and see from there. I am in a much better place than when I first arrived at MWO some months ago when my spirit was truly broken by AL. I want some time AF but not now as a knee-jerk reaction to the post binge blues or due to something awful I have done but cos I can really see the danger of falling into an extended time of not being AF.
So since Saturday I have 5 days AF - looking forward to your support as before.
PS. Apologies for any grammar errors etc I am typing this on the most ludicrously small notepad ever - not mine
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