HELP!!!
Good Morning everyone,
It's really early here it's about 6am. Woke up today really disapponted in myself. How did I end up here and why can't I get out if I am soo unhappy?I didn't want to drink yesturday so I deceided to take my kids out to eat and then for some art supplies. I wanted to just kill some time in an attemp not to drink. I returned home at about 7:30pm. HOW DID I STILL HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO CLEAN UP, GET MY KIDS IN BED AND STILL HAVE TIME FOR 2 OR 3 GLASSES OF WINE! " Don't remember how many" I woke up trying to remember who I spoke to last night? what did I say? Did I put the bottle away before my husband could see how much I drank? Then I paused and said... I am not going to focus on the problem because I already know what that is, I need to focus on the solution which is...???
I have to drag myself today to get ready for work and kids off to school. I have a headache and feel reallyl crappy about myself. Can someone please reach out. I need help bad!
Thanks for listening.:upset:
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