I signed up for this program at the community college to try to "break the cycle" of drinking and depression. It started Feb 1. It's night school which means there were days I drank and days I did not go. I've sent the instructor an email telling him I've missed class due to personal health issues and that I want to continue and pass the course. He never responded. Half of the grade is attendance. I was too busy drinking, of course.
The truth is I hate the course and don't really want to do the profession, but it could benefit me somehow. Plus I paid for it and I'm out the money either way. Today I am looking at doing math (which I hate!). I'm sitting here thinking if I am going to fail anyway, I'll just drop out. Point is, he never responded to me and this was 3 or 4 days ago.
What would you do? This is just the sort of thing that gets under my skin and could lead me to say, WTH, and drink. I hate the thought of math (and if I am going to fail anyway, I will clean rather than do math today). I've never been a bad student so I am at a loss here. Thanks for any thoughts.
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