I see so many people feel better both physically and mentally when they stop drinking, even after a short time. Many have more energy and are able to accomplish a lot. Many are upbeat and positive.
This is not my case. I wouldn't know a "pink" cloud from Adam. When I don't drink I get very depressed. The first day without a drink I felt suicidal. Ok, one can chalk that up to detoxing on a severe emotional level. But even three weeks into not drinking I am still very depressed. Even six weeks into not drinking I don't seem to do better. It has gotten to the point where I am expecting it after having gone through this so many times. I am starting to wonder if I haven't permanently ruined my brain chemistry.
Anyone else?
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