Total disaster made 4 days AF, then hit the bottle again. Now starting at day 1 again.
Why can't I just stop at 1 or 2 glasses of wine? Why do I have to finish the bottle? Why do I have to open another one? Why does this have to be so difficult? Why can't I be stronger? What is it that this liquid has over me? Why am I so weak?
Most of the time I am drinking wine I go past the enjoyment stage and just keep drinking for the sake of it. I have just got to get out of this crazy world.
At lease this time for my re-start all the wine has gone, and I got Pokemon to help me. Last night playing my game really slowed my drinking down. Then I realised hubby had almost finished his so I had to 'catch' up. How stupid is that?
Sorry to go on but thanx for taking the time to read. Best wishes to each and everyone of you.
QQ xx
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