I've had so much upheaval, but I've made a big and positive decision. I am moving back to my former city that I loved. I really miss it. To this end, I've been looking at rentals and houses. I am envisioning trains and dim sum for my pups (ok, I know I cannot give them too much, but the dim sum has rice). I am just not in the right element for me and have not been for YEARS.
As some of you might know, my dad is in hospice. Well, I went through the anger and rage stage. I think I am now in the acceptance stage. I am not sure what comes next, except I am not crying on and off all day long, which is good. My moods are leveling out, which is good. I speak with my mom each day and it's a downer, but to be expected. I am not AF, but hope to be soon. That IS the plan. Being here helped (past tense). If I check in daily again, maybe I can get back on track.
OK, thanks for reading.
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