So I am working from home (even though I should really be in the office, but I can get away with it) because I don't trust my emotions and not sure how I will react to people/situations.
It hit me today - we are having some friends for the weekend and one couple is spending the night. I talked with my friend and asked her what she wanted to drink - sweet wine. Her husband - Baileys. My husband - beer. So I am picking it all up this afternoon and I realize I am as vulnerable to AL as I was on Day 1. I am so very worried I will do the "I'll just have one" glass of wine or beer routine. Or worse. I have had control over most of my social situations (and really cut back on being around people drinking) and this is one situation that I worry I may fall off the wagon - and I can't because I have come this far.
Help!
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