Being Tested

[Guest]

Being Tested

K9 & Katie

You both sound strong and ready to face the real world. I am too!

I'm always alone Thurs.- Saturday night. Hate weekends, not for being alone but for what my husband does .... Won't go into all the facts right now but I am sober and things are so clear now. Just writing down all the evidence I have and there is so much!!
I refuse to drink also. I know a few drinks would set me on a bender for days. This is something I've drank to not face for years. Now is the time to face my life!
Take care and make the weekend unregrettable. :l

[K9Lover]

Being Tested

I made it

Well, I made it through the "drama" of the EX. I was able to finally find some closure, and to see the situation for what is really is, and not what I've allowed myself to fantasize about. I feel like a ton of bricks have been lifted off my shoulder. I've had an emotional wall up around my heart for the last 4 years because of this guy. Now that I know the truth, and finally the complete truth, I can start healing. I'm at peace.
Thank you all for your encouragement, I could never have imagined going through this situation in the past without reaching for the alcohol. This time, I have no regrets, no shame, no embarrassment.
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K9

[papmom3]

Being Tested

Whoo Hoo K9!! Good for you for tackling this obviously painful issue AF. I'm glad you feel at peace now.