Ironic
Wow, just posted a huge blubbering tale on here and then the site went off so it was lost. Short of the story is, I poured my heart and sole out about how I was feeling cause I had tears streaming down my face uncontrollably this morning.
Just posted and venting helped the pain have somewhere to go and out of me. Very new without AL to numb it all. Need to remember this when these painful emotions hit. Kind of feels like I flushed it! :toilet:
Weekend plan to stay AF:
Stay away from ex:bang
Hang with AF family and friends
Go on new adventure with :dog:
Go do laundry :grannypants:
If lonely hang out with MWO friends:ranger
My biggest trigger is loneliness and to remember I am never alone anymore:thanks:
AF since April 19, 2010
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