ODAT Friday 30th April
Hi Katie - Good to see you on the Next Day Thread! About time too! Drop in more often.
I notice Spuddleduck has found a good home on the Army Thread which is the UK / Ireland timezone. It doesn't matter where you're making this journey so long as it's happening.
Mama - I can suffer from horrendous depression and self doubt - most of which I keep to myself. I am very good at covering it up. My dad suffered too and my mum was on the look out for it in us children but I was always told it wouldn't happen to me because I didn't care about anything. My family don't know now and they never will. It's as though I'm not allowed to suffer from it.
I am thinking about moving up to 75 mg of Topamax as the fancies are beginning to creep back in. I should have gone up last Monday but decided to stay down for another week. Half way through this message I went off in search of a gin and tonic. There's a couple of bottles of gin in the house but no tonic luckily. I'll see how the weekend goes. I need to fight some of the cravings, I can't be totally reliant on the drugs.
I'm not that bothered about the G&T but I am thirsty and water is just not hitting the spot tonight. I fancy something cold, a bit fizzy but not sweet. Now, we have got soda so I may find a lemon and some ice and see what I can do.
Hi Katie - Good to see you on the Next Day Thread! About time too! Drop in more often.
I notice Spuddleduck has found a good home on the Army Thread which is the UK / Ireland timezone. It doesn't matter where you're making this journey so long as it's happening.
Mama - I can suffer from horrendous depression and self doubt - most of which I keep to myself. I am very good at covering it up. My dad suffered too and my mum was on the look out for it in us children but I was always told it wouldn't happen to me because I didn't care about anything. My family don't know now and they never will. It's as though I'm not allowed to suffer from it.
I am thinking about moving up to 75 mg of Topamax as the fancies are beginning to creep back in. I should have gone up last Monday but decided to stay down for another week. Half way through this message I went off in search of a gin and tonic. There's a couple of bottles of gin in the house but no tonic luckily. I'll see how the weekend goes. I need to fight some of the cravings, I can't be totally reliant on the drugs.
I'm not that bothered about the G&T but I am thirsty and water is just not hitting the spot tonight. I fancy something cold, a bit fizzy but not sweet. Now, we have got soda so I may find a lemon and some ice and see what I can do.
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