Most people here still have their lives intact, or if not then at least able to see their kids.
What exactly am I giving it up for? I mean I only have myself to give it up for now and frankly right now I wouldn't give a crap if a meteor comes through the roof.
I have been on MWO for the last while looking for clues, looking for answers to getting my life back... but in all honesty, that's not going to happen.
I am labelled as an alcoholic because of a few incidents that happened, my Italian wife who does not agree on any alcohol in any shape or form found my few incidents enough to throw me out of the house and my son's life.
It's alcohol that caused this alright, but I was simply doing what anyone would do, having a few pints with the lads, drinking a few cans at home when she was out, that became a ritual of course because she disagreed totally on it.
So who am I fooling? Why should I do this? I can't ruin any more lives because there are no more lives to ruin.
Surely I need a reason to be AF, some people here have a reason, all I have is myself.
Bah, sorry just frustrated.
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