It came to me tonight. I thought "what the hell" and nearly felt like a drink. Day 4 for me, and on a new diet.
I hate that "what the hell" feeling / thought, because it's when that devil sitting on your shoulder tries to temp you with self doubt and low self esteem. I say fight it!
There must be some strategies for those weak moments, maybe we could list them here, along with some goals and dreams. I'll start.
1. What the hell: "what do you mean, what the hell? What the hell are you thinking?".
Sometimes when this bugger's sitting on your shoulder, it's time to think of something else to do that night.
2. Goals: re-write my resume, look for a job, get a job i will love, think about university next year, think about general life direction.
Actually, short term goals: learn how to read some books again! I think it would be beneficial to enter the world of imagination.
3. Not sure of my dreams, but i would love to meet somebody inspirational and special, who has something to give me and not just take. Long term dreams would entail being happy in my career, personal life (although goal here is to bring that to top of list, instead of career), have a nice home that is shared by another loving person, contribute to society, and be a generally happy person.
Now you...
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