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[one2many]

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NnuYhFRYbAw[/video]]YouTube - Deniece Williams - Lets Hear It for the Boy

[Rusty]

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HAHAAHAHAHA ONEY,

My favorite soundtrack. I am 49 and female and I LOVE that soundtrack. My favorite is Bonnie Raitt, "Holding Out For A Hero." Great kickass workout tune!

THANKS ONEY!!!

Come on Sk8r, let's get that cute, tattoed butt in gear for a possible relationship. Rooting for you, sweetie!!!!

[one2many]

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Rusty, uou are nuts, feckin LOVE ya.y
(I love Holding out for a Hero too)

[sk8punk]

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Oney do you have that saved to favorites to find it so fast? LOL. It is really funny how my life did a complete 180 once the job was done. Like I said that place was bringing me down and was a constant reminder to my old life style. I know everyone has to work but a job should never bring you down. I let that happen for to long. Just fear of the unknown I guess. But the time was right. I'm in a completly new mind set and can see the positive in every event.

As for the dating not much to really tell yet. But I forgot how great it is getting to know someone. This is one of those cases where I feel very comfortable from the get go. I don't feel like I'm compromising myself in any way to impress her. I am what I am. Kinda strange how everything does seem to happen for a reason. If I wouldn't have gotten sober and had this whole mental transformation and got to know who I really am. I probably wouldn't have as much in common with her.

[papmom3]

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Hey SK8ter!! Just popped in to catch up and WOW!! I know this sounds weird but great news on being laid off!! Now you can go after what you really want! I'm reading a great book right now called "Unlock the Hidden Job Market" by Duncan Mathison and martha Finney. I got it at my library even tho it's fairly new. Also great news about your new dating life!!

I hadn't popped into your thread in a while and when I did, I immediately knew something was different in a good way. It was your new avatar-you have a mile wide smile on and your face is glowing!! And you're mentioning your son's name now!!

I'm so happy for you!! I'll have to pop in more often!!
Sky's the limit-go for it!!
:l

[sk8punk]

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Hey Papmom! It has been awhile. Yeah it is good to be out of that place. It is funny to say losing a job is a positive thing. The dating thing fell through. Which is also for the best. I realized its something I really don't want to start up right now. Still gotta focus on myself for a little longer.

Hope everything is going good with you. I'll stop in a little more often.

[Rusty]

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Hi Sk8,

I've missed you! You are sooo wise to realize that a relationship is not what is good for you right now. "Out of the fire and into the frying pan, right?" And I speak from experience. I tried to avoid those "interim" relationships....the guy I was dating after I had broken up with someone else a few months before,. They never worked out And truthfully, it wasn't fair to either of us. I was vulnerable because I had just broken up and just wanted to be with someone NICE. That wasn't fair to that other person. Good for you! I am proud of you. When the right person comes along, you'll know! Do I sound like your mother, I don't mean to....hahahahhahah

And, you will find a better job....one that is much more rewarding and challenging. Sending you :l:l

[techie]

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Hey 8 long time no speak. You sound well. Hope things continue to improve. It's good to take some downtime for yourself, but hope you find work when you're ready. Peace brother...techie!

[sk8punk]

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Hey Techie and Rusty! No worries on the job front. I've got a couple of good leads just a few weeks until they open up.

Yeah a relationship is not what I need now at all. I'm not really sure why I even tried. Maybe to see if I "still had it". Awful reason I know but at least it proved to myself it wasn't time yet. And I do know when the time is right it will happen.

I'll check in again tomorrow. Even though there really isn't a lot going on in my life right now.

[one2many]

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Yo SK8,

You still have it.

Oney x

[sk8punk]

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LOL. Thanks Oney. I guess when the time is right I'll find someone. Not to worried about it right now. So how is everyone today? Doin alright here. I don't feel like such a weirdo anymore. Which I guess is a good thing. Got counseling later today.

[sk8punk]

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Just checking in between movies. Hope everyone is doing good. Tomorrow is 4 months sober for me. Its also the first Saturday I don't get to see Aaron. I already miss him more than I can explain in words. I've made some truly great friends here. I wish I could somehow make that happen in the real world. I wish people could get past the tattoos and get to know me like you all do. I suppose someday things will turn around in that department too.

[Patty]

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Hi there.

I have just been reading your thread and just wanted to say, you sound really cool and I'm sure when you feel ready in yourself, that right person will come along!

:new:

[sk8punk]

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Hi Patty, nice to meet you and thanks. Yeah I guess I'm cool LOL. I'm really just me. I have come to realize I am just a human like everyone else. Skating and punk are not who I am but what I enjoy. I know that sounds so stupid but I used to classify myself and others by things like that. Well I'm happy to say I've moved past that.

[sk8punk]

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Just checking in to see how everyone is...Things are going really good here. I think this time off is just what I needed. Things seems to be falling into place. Oh I should mention I actually have a date this friday. This new girl is awesome...her personality reminds me a bit of Oney...which in my opinion is a good thing. Spent the last two night talkin on the phone with her until after 1 am. Been a long time since I've done that. Kinda funny our first date is on friday the 13th lol.