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[papmom3]

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I go away for 24 hours and come back to 15 PAGES???? SERIOUSLY??
had a ton of fun reading all the posts. You guys kept me from my assignment tho!! Talk about not be responsible LOL!!

Have absolutely nothing to add-worst drugs I took were THC and Black Beauties once or twice. No Tats either. Won't go to the P and C post. Leaving that one alone :H

SK8ter-right on with the selfish post. It is sooooo true!!

Way to go with the breakthrough SK8ter!! You're gonna be alright, you know that right? Oh and your son is definitely a heartbreaker!! What a cutie!!

Enjoy the great weather those of us in the Northeast. Others, hope your day/nite is great.

[sk8punk]

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Hahaha didn't know it was that many pages, guess since I was involved it didn't seem like that many. Yeah I know I'm going to be alright. In fact I am alright right now.
Of course he's gonna be a heartbreaker he takes after his old man! OMG LOL! Sorry had to say it. I'm anything but a heartbreaker. Maybe its a good thing my self confidence is low.

[Rusty]

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Doggy...

Go to bed! :-)

[sk8punk]

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Well today was another interesting day in this thread! Hopefully no ones feathers were ruffled to much. Wasn't the intention. Ever since I've gotten sober I swore to myself to be honest about everything. No more hiding. I'm sure from time to time the honesty is going to bother someone.

As Papmom said I am going to be alright. I feel alot better today. Seems I'm having more good days then bad days. Yes my girlfriend does still bother me occasionally. I don't get girls at all!!!! I think I've done everything right since this has happened but I've gotten zilch back. Oh well, not going there today. Can't control other people.

No work tomorrow but I have to go to the doctors again. I really hope they don't up my meds again. I don't think they need to be up'd. Plus I don't want to go through the couple days of depression I get as my body adjusts.

Listening to the Exploding Hearts. They were a really good punk/power pop band that ended because two of them died in a drunk driving accident. Shame really when talent is ended because of that. Way to end this post on a positive note!!!

[sk8punk]

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Geez I'm way to hyper and goofy tonight! Seriously you all are some of the most interesting people I've ever had the pleasure of typing to. Now where the hell to I find people like you in the real world!?!? No not for romantic reasons for friend go hang out reasons.
I've always gotten along with girls way better than boys. I just don't really connect that good with guys, I'm not into the samethings most of them are into. I don't view girls as conquests I've always seen them as people. Thank my mum for that I guess. Oh and a little know fact about me....In kindergarten I was the only boy in a class of 35! Wish highschool was like that. LOL!

[OverIt2007]

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I know, it would be really cool and fun to all be able to meet up. And we know we could do it without the booze!

I volunteer Clearwater Beach Florida. Get your plane tickets and meet me at the beach for a sunset cruise or parasailing!! Jet skis too anyone???

Gnight Sk8'r!

Whos feathers got ruffled? Oh well, maybe I dont want to know LOL.

[Ringing Cedars]

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You are having silly and serious moments -- hyper or not Sk8 -- always a pleasure to read your posts.

I related mostly to the opposite sex as friends too. I never really had a father or brother in my life consistently so that may be part of it. Could be too that I wasn't one of those crazy drunk girls that got the guy at the end of the night at parties. If I was interested in someone I was too shy to really be overt about it. The guys always went for the flirtatious drunk chics. No offense anyone please.

[OverIt2007]

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Oh Goodnight to you too you crazy R.C. you!!!

[Ringing Cedars]

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Nighters OI! Catch you on the flip side.

[OverIt2007]

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You up Sk8r? Was wondering if you liked this band. Um hopefully you dont watch it first thing in AM.
I had a period where I lived and breathed this band believe it or not!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jxOstGkFg8o[/video]]YouTube - Warrior Soul Punk and Belligerent live Turock Essen 2009

[sk8punk]

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Goodnight everyone I should hit the sack too.

Thats really just me serious/silly. Glad to see its coming back. But I'm with you RC. I never can tell if a girl is interrested in me. I basically got to be hit over the head with the fact. And even when I was drunk I never went after girls. There is not enough alcohol in the world for me to overcome my fear of rejection. I can't imagine trying to hit on a girl and have them shoot me down. What the hell do I do then? I can't just melt into the floor. I'd probably just stand there and stare like a idiot. LOL.

Oddly enough this whole thing with my GF is the most pursuit I've ever done with a girl. Usually I'd thrown in the towel by now. But for some reason I just won't give up.

[sk8punk]

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Never heard of em. But thats not bad. Kinda has a similar sound to what my old band sounded like. Our singer was a old metalhead so we always had a little of that in the sound somehow.

[Ringing Cedars]

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Well believe it or not OI's band I could handle which means I would have liked your band too Sk8. It's the metal edge. Couldn't understand a single word though.:H

[sk8punk]

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Really? That's cool. Yeah it was fun playing but definatly not a band to be in if you wanted to be sober.

[Liverbirdy]

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hi Sk8 and everyone else.....I wish I could write down things like you guys do....I just dont know how to word things sometimes...glad you are doing ok...
K