Alright, don't feel as bad now that I'm home. Still wish I had something to do but the weather got bad as soon as I left work.
My counsler asked me yesterday how I feel about the way my girlfriend is treating me, basically ignoring me and shutting me out of her life. She was surprised that I really didn't have a answer. I more or less just accepted it because of what had happened. Well it hit me on the way home today. I'm actually angry about it. I really don't deserve to be treated like this. There are more mature ways to be handling this situation. This may be a good thing. It feels as though I picked myself up out of my slump and said "you don't deserve to be treated like this. You made a mistake and you're doing everything you can to make yourself a better person. You're doing all you can do."
Just curious as to what all of you think.
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