Hey Over and RC. Had a great day with my son. Rained all day but we had fun inside. Took and nap thrn played some more. I'm always laughing or amazed at something he does or says. I feel so lucky to have him in my life. I'm very grateful that I turned my life around so I can really enjoy my time with him.
At this point in my recovery I am taking the time to really enjoy life and the little things it offers. I know now the most important thing I can be is the best dad I can for my son. I'm really trying to be that.
Its a shame that I wasted so much time when I was drinking. Never again. That is one thing I've vowed to myself. I'm still very sorry this had to happen but if it didn't I don't think I would've stopped drinking. Life is to short to not get the most out of every moment you can.
Unfortunatly my sons mom has not changed since our talk last week. I text het 2 times while with my son to let her know everything was ok. I didn't have to do this but I think its the right thing to do. I never got a response. Oh well I can only do what I feel is the right thing. I can only be me. I kinda think she doesn't know what to think of this new me. Well not new, I was like this when we met until my drinking took over. Maybe she just thinks I'm being like this to get her back. I'm not this is me.
Well hope everyone else had a great Saturday. Talk to you all soon.
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