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[patrice]

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BTW thats 40 degrees celsius with 98% humidity!!

[OverIt2007]

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Have a good Day Sk8! I know, I wish I could win the lottery and retire! Wouldnt that be nice!!

I know some people would blow a bunch of money, but I daydream of setting up charities for people if I had tons of money. I think that would be a really really rewarding thing to do.

Anyways, dont work too hard!!!!

[wannachange]

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Hi SK8, have a wonderful day indeed, its another Monday yes... but it seems like yesterday when you typed that last week! Enjoy it, Mondays are good, I find them fresh and new.
Nice picture of you and your son overit, you must be very proud of him, I, like sk8, wonder if the men where you are from are blind! Also a nice one of you sk8 with the smile... I am not putting my picture up here yet, don't have the guts to at the moment, not that I mind you guys seeing me... one never knows who else is watching and I did have someone looking here before, maybe when I am sure she's gone

Have a lovely day!

[OverIt2007]

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Hi Wanna!

I am totally with you on the Mondays. They are one of my favorites days of the week! It is a start to a new week and that always feels nice! (oh did I mention I have Mondays off?)

Thank you for the compliment, I appreciate that. Im sure there might be some nice guys in Florida, but my problem is that I have yet to find them! Yoo Hoo! Where are you???

Oh Wanna, I understand about the privacy thing. I probably will change my picture soon too.

Enjoy your day and catch you later!!

[sk8punk]

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Wow you both have a more positive outlook on mondays then I do. Mondays are the longest day of the week work wise. So that's why I'm not fond of them.

I only put my picture up here cause I got nothing to lose. Sometimes I feel I've been judged since I was a weirdo teenager (some real most in my head). Now I'm a sober weirdo adult I've learned not to let that get to me. With dysthmia I tended to let what happened in my past rule my future. Just because one football player harassed me in high school I assumed they all wanted me dead. That's where a lot of my anger at the world came from. Me vs the world. I've since learned to let go of such things. And you know what life is a lot easier.

Well I'll check in later. Got to go pretend to work now.

[OverIt2007]

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Poor Sk8'r stuck at work.

Trust me after today, my ass is going to get kicked BIG time with 4 12 hour shifts! I will definately PAY for my Monday off this week Oh well, hope it keeps me out of trouble.

Sk8, I also had a very very very hard time in H.S. There was both a group of girls AND guys who were totally HORRIBLE to me. I mean beyond mean. Funny thing is that one of the guys who used to pick on me relentlessly died of a coke overdose. Hmmm Karma huh

I had lots of issues, and still do, from my time in H.S. I think its the worst time because those are the formative years, and you really believe what your peers think of you, good or bad. It takes alot to get over it.

I put my picture up from time to time because you guys are my friends, and since your my friends, I want you to know who are you talking to. Yes, Im a real person with problems. See, right here its me.

Try to enjoy the rest of your day, I am about to head out too.

[sk8punk]

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I had a lot of crappy things happen to me in those years. Things that I let effect my life and future. Sucks that all this had to happen for me to learn to let things go. Those people don't control my life. I do. I truly believe if you surround yourself with negativity, thoughts or actions, negative things will happen. My story is proof of that. I was so negative and waiting for something bad to happen that I did it to myself. Now that I'm more positive I can see more positive things happening for me. I guess we'll see where this journey eventually ends up. It does help that so many of you are pulling for this to work out. I like how a few of you say "this is going to work out for you." Instead of I hope.

[OverIt2007]

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Well, its because I already know things are going to be fine with you. You believe it too and watch it happen.

Catch you later!

[K9Lover]

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Hi Everyone,
Glad you all had good weekends and Fathers Day!
Sk8 and Overit ~ LOVE the new pics!!!
Just wanted to check in and say hi to everyone, enjoy your Monday (ugh)
:h
K9

[sk8punk]

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Funny I do know its going to be alright. Its part of that gut feeling I have that like Wanna says can't be put into words. But its still good to have friends feel the same way.

[sk8punk]

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Since I've admitted and accepted I have a problem with alcohol I've had to do a lot of soul searching and reintroduce me to myself. I've made mistakes. I let past events and pain control me. I've had to forgie others and myself. I've had to let things go. Today I am much better off for having done this. I live in the now. Not the past and not the future. What I do today effects my future. So I live today to the best of my ability.
I've taken a restock of my life and my priorities. These are all changes that others can't see. But they are the most important changes. Stopping drinking was only the first step.
Getting sober has also made me realize how lucky I am to have this second chance. My heart does truly belong to my girlfriend. Its been nearly 3 months since this happened and my love has not changed. In fact it may have increased as I see through sober eyes how important she and all the boys are to me. No matter how this eventually turns out I will not turn make back on her ever. It is just who I am now.

[Ringing Cedars]

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Hey Sk8!! Things are lookin up and up, is all I can say at the moment. So pleased for you!!! Do keep it up.

Nice, new pic's from you guys too!!! OverIt ... you are gorgeous!! You hang in there for MR. RIGHT please??

[sk8punk]

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Hey RC. Hope everythin is good with you. I don't know about everything looking up. But things are looking better than they have been. I never have been much of a optimistic. But thank you.

[OverIt2007]

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Always nice to get a drop in from R.C. Shes like the big sister I wish I had, LOL!

Hope you had a good day Sk8. Had a nice one here, but now have some serious thunderstorms blowing in. I love a good thunderstorm now and then, just keep the tornados away thank you!

[Ringing Cedars]

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sk8punk;892219 wrote: Hey RC. Hope everythin is good with you. I don't know about everything looking up. But things are looking better than they have been. I never have been much of a optimistic. But thank you.

Hey no optimist here either.. that's why I say that with confidence Sk8!!!!

OverIt you can be my little sister, if you dare. Mine had a hard time following this act from academics to antics.
Oh well, it is what it is.